The Sexual Repression Page


Hello. I am sexually repressed*. I have been most of my life. Sure there are brief periods where I'm not, but over all and in the end, I often turn out repressed..sexually.

Sexual repression is something that effects one's entire state of mind. Skewing their mood, influencing their actions, and shutting off entire sections of the brain. Countless man-hours of work that could be accomplished, are lost to drifting minds consumed with sexual repression. Energy and fossil fuels (as well as bandwidth), wasted in the pursuits of sexually repressed individuals, attempting to find relief for their quandary.
Yes, sexual repression, the leading cause of RSI. Sexual repression, the mainstay of society. Sexual repression...it's everywhere. Think it's not that big of a problem? Look at the two biggest cultural inventions of our species: The Church, and Pornography. Both contain things you're dying to attain. Both demand money. Both require you to believe something that seems to be a bit of a put-on. And both have masses of fanatics and followers. Though they do have their differences. One is supposed to instill peace of mind, the other is to instill a piece of ass. But hey, there's a similarity even in that.

So since pornography is there to exploit sexual repression, and the church IS sexual repression, the two are intertwined.. Where you find one, you'll find the other close by. It's like a match made in heaven (heh..sorry). But anyways, you know a problem is significant, if entire cultural identities are set up around it.


So now you think, "Well, problem identified...now what?"

Now comes the task of trying to become, sexually UNrepressed. For some people this is easy.. Because of this, I hate those people. I hate them, and am entirely jealous of them... In case you haven't already guessed, I'm in the group of people where this is very difficult.
Consequently, I have not found a way to beat sexual repression. Things in my life generally seem to fall apart just enough, so that my desires never fully get met. I've tried surrogate activities (physical activity, research, work, solving unified field theory...television..) to occupy my mind..but nothing else IS sex. And of that sex, I feel I never get enough. Ever. Sometimes I think it's just me..that I need too much of it. Then get through my bout of self doubt. It's not fair... Life remains low on the Richter Scale. It's not fair, it's not fair, it's not not fair (kicking and screaming in a tantrum on the floor).

...and another thing..Snickers, do NOT satisfy..



* Applicable when undersexed.

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Created April 8, 1997