Trapping myself in an ego a body a life in a universe so vast I am only translucent.
Hm


Which way do I head, in this direction of minds, watching things floating in an air about me. What is it that I see and what is it that I mean. Nothing can tell me where I am going. And if were for not, that I am travellling in some spiral direction upward. Who knows what can come out of this world. All I can do is sit here in silence letting it all sink in. TV's Radio Talk Show's, People around all adding Psychobabble to my mind. Words are so untracable. Gripping with it all may I look back and see some effort that could bring me closer to another. Which leads which follows which just stay in the middle. I certainly do not know. In this life we live with so many sound's visions ideas thoughts. We are indited with more every day. Its strange that we all just don't go crazy after years of this. And then again maybe we do. Reason is out there. Reason to buy reason to see reason to hear reason to marry reason..... Thoughts all over pondering wondering driving so fast at what is there a point. When do we have silence and what is silence itself. Is everything around us shutting off. Or are we. Our definitions get so close and yet they mean nothing of what we want to say. How many thoughts do you have a day how many meanings do we reach. Drifting out. Stop. What happens if we turn it all off. To not have one single thought or voice in our head what happens. Meditation you could say. But what true person reaches this point. Even to go to one single thought or voice or image in our mind. To have our eyes open our ears listening. Our bodys feeling. But to turn off the control center. To reach a state of nothing no more babble no more entrances. What happens. Or are we too scared to reach this abyss. What would happen. In Retrospect we wouldn't die and we wouldn't be asleep. And our minds being closed would not be turnd off. In fact they would be more open for input than before. And in this state of nothingness in our minds. Imagine how much you could take in. We talking a feeling more powerful than anything imagined before in our entire lives. And to control this and use as a tool in our everyday living.

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